“Yellow Metal” By Zayn


DISCLAIMER: Yellow Metal = Gold. As in Green & Gold. You’re an absolute clown if you’re still denying Zarry. Especially after Fine Line.


I don’t know what’s happening. Zayn is a rapper now, Daniaal is leaking songs, and this one (Yellow Metal) is the length of an entire album. Help. I just woke up to people telling me about this on the Discussion Post (thanks btw, I appreciate the people who bring news here! 🙂 )


Zayn + Daniaal (Daniaal’s Instagram)

It’s very apparent Zayn gave him permission to post this. This is the direct link: Click here!


This is a link to a full lyric thread (with convenient timestamps) that is the most accurate set of lyrics I’ve personally seen so far (which many people shared here yesterday. Thank you!) A lot of the other transcripts are very off:


Zayn apparently sampled a song called “Qudeo Malo” in “Yellow Metal,” the intro of which samples the Charles Bukowski poem called “Style.” This is funny because Harry actually used the same poem for his intro to “Golden” for his December 2019 show, and we all know Charles Bukowski is one of Harry’s favorite writers. (Credit to the people who discovered this.)

Was this deliberate on Zayn’s part, or is this supposed to be another of those cosmic coincidences??


My interpretation of some of the lyrics are below.


Also, I might as well add it here! The Sequel is officially on the way, beginning in June. It will be called “Neon Red” based off of a lyric in Zayn’s “Tightrope.” Here is the first look at the cover:

This book will pick up right where This Thing Upon Me left off, in February 2017, and span several years until 2019. It will be told entirely from Zayn’s perspective, and will cover flashbacks from late 2013-2015. I plan to release a few chapters in the first week of June, and then take my time to build out the story from there. Thanks for all your support!!


Yellow-Metal

First thing we need to observe here is the title. “Yellow-Metal” is another name for Gold. It sounds very much like Zayn is adopting his role in the whole “Green & Gold” unit. He is referring to himself as the Gold/Yellow part.

I can’t possibly analyze every line of this song. It’s practically a podcast. It’s 24min long. I believe it is multiple songs added into one file. I tried to transcribe it for you all, got two full pages down and had been doing it for about half an hour, when I realized I was still only at minute-3. And it’s infuriating because I’m a word-whore so I like to read and understand every single word of the things I consume. Especially song lyrics.

I like to let them marinate inside my brain and heart so I can get a fuller understanding of the motivating emotions behind the song, beyond just the initial listen. The trouble is, Zayn can mumble sometimes, so he can be incredibly difficult to transcribe. I listened to every line of what I did write like 5 times each, which is why it becomes so time consuming. So I gave up.

What I will say before we begin, is that I’m impressed. Super impressed. He sounds really good, he has flow, the delivery is impeccable, and his lyricism astounds me. It grows leaps and bounds anytime we hear something new from him. So I commend the effort he put into writing this, regardless of whether or not I will ever fully understand what it is he is trying to convey.


Here is my failed attempt at a transcript below:

Dark matter like paint splatters they fit better. The old saying, the way it goes: better the devil you do, than you don’t know. I hit pedals and switch levels my heart metal. I can’t settle I’m part troubled and not subtle. I fuck good, so fuck cuddles (?) burst bubbles. The thirst levels at new highs, I down bubbles and got better till I felt high and my face puzzled. Felt mumbled far-strung and your floors wooden. The thought might be (???) of fortnight, and I thought right. It’s all bark and it’s no bite. I’m torn (?) still embarking on a dream. Took a bit of time to take darkness from the team. Seen what I seen. Heart lives on the sleeve. Tried to burn my wings so I put them in a piece on my chest. At peace, no rest. Flip this on its head. Rip the script up now flipping dark things. Slip the shit again. Fakers all around me and they living in pretense. Fake friends won’t make amends. There’s no need these mean queens control the scenes. They take a seat cause the span (?) is weak and they spam the news (?) where the family need and the planet bleeds the damaged trees. It’s never leaving till we are saints so fuck the fence. The told did stuck in color it’s fuck the feds. You must be worth it I mean it you know you had (???) neve guilty of judging. I used to dread growing my beard too long, never felt I belonged but it’s been long like a minute I ain’t looking to no mans for the lyrics to feeling timid I’m telling them who they mimic why healing them like a clinic I’m too swagged they get no women. Still just fucking girls lost in their own world. Jurassic nothing is vermin kicking the game I’m swerving these losers are never learning, my fire’s forever burning. Adding it to my fuel, seems like I’m always focused on never becoming you. These jokers are always feigning they slaughter us (?) for a reason I’m seeing my new beginnings, watch how this loser’s winning in waters too deep to swim in like combat I see me killing now mortal without a limit, flawless and feeling lawless. Their prisoner now to the gimmicks my (???????) set to swim in. I’m watching you bitches plummet no matches now for my cunning. You rappers are feeling done in, switching your genre, running-running your jaws, stunting. Colored and straw something I think you’re a poor effort. Definite tour (?) definite I hate (????) living near my element riding it like sentinel never lose me to fentanyl, scared when I take Benadryl, keeping it green and general. Think you remain relevant look at yourself with reverence, hoping to always elevate. Celibate of these thoughts killing themselves with sedatives in comparison to Eminem you’re feeling feminine and politically correct. Still jumping on my neck and I never give a fuck what they say about my shit. I’ve been moving things in my mind like (??) do. Memories make me wonder if they amount to you. What’s the purpose that you do this, are you hoping that they learn? I like to say I’m done but it’s getting up on my nerve. Looking at my life saying what do I deserve? It’s hard to say I know when we’re walking through the dirt. Talking about do nothing I can see for what it’s worth. I’m tired of feeling hurt and I’ve tried enough in works. I’m racking up excuses while I’m slacking off at work. Shit-chatting is the usual I’m taking with this clerk. I beg you don’t include me I might write it on my shirt so that every time they see me that they always know it’s worth. My life is potent I did some fucked shit till they took notice. Weren’t no hocus pocus it was hard work that got me heard so I put in a graph like google maps; got the whole earth. Riding round till my dome hurt. Taking over like the Mormons (?)


Now I will instead cherry pick the lyrics that stand out to me the most. Not necessarily the Zarry lyrics only, but any sentiments that are clear enough for me to feel confident I understand what he is saying.

The old saying, the way it goes: better the devil you do, than you don’t know. Basically he is referencing the old adage “better the devil you know than the devil you don’t.” Which according to Merriam Webster means: “—used to say that it is better to deal with a difficult person or situation one knows than with a new person or situation that could be worse.” For me, this could mean many things. But it also could very well mean he’s choosing to stick to the Hadids despite how bad things have become, because the familiarity makes the situation easier, as opposed to…idk, finding a new beard lol. I made a similar point in my recent Q&A video. He’s sticking with Gigi because imo if he leaves her he’s done. No other woman will put up with this toxic dysfunctional confusing shit. It’s either that or be alone completely, or be with Harry, which will expose him.

The thirst levels at new highs, I down bubbles and got better till I felt high and my face puzzled.  This sounds like a metaphor for yearning or wants in life, which he describes as “thirst” and then he uses the extended metaphor of himself drinking “bubbles” which typically refers to champagne?? So alcohol. And he still felt high of course because he was now drunk. (Side note, I’m so sorry, but this made me think of Willy Wonka & The Chocolate Factory when Charlie and his grandad drink the soda and then they start floating and they reach the ceiling, and then they have to burp to get down. Ahhh, I tell ya. Good times, good times.)

It’s all bark and it’s no bite. Hmm…could he be referring to himself here? I think so. This is what some of us constantly accuse Zayn of. Talking a big game (like in Tightrope) and then doing nothing, or falling back on his old media gimmicks with Gigi. He never actually makes the move he keeps alluding to.

Heart lives on the sleeve. Indicates vulnerability and exposing your feelings for the world to see all the time. This is very Harry, and it’s very unlike Zayn who is a cloaked, tight-lipped, introverted person. Someone else also said it could be referencing the two hearts Harry has tattooed on his arm (which he kissed for Zayn) and I agree.

Took a bit of time to take darkness from the team. This instantly puts me in mind of the band. Almost like he felt he was a sacrificial lamb of sorts and his leaving alleviated their burden somehow. Or like he felt he was holding the band down with his style, or complicating things with his inability to fit in. Or the team could be another group he is a part of, where he similarly feels he needed to “take one for the team” or suffer for the team, such as his family perhaps?

Fakers all around me and they living in pretense. Fake friends won’t make amends. Is he finally starting to wake up and see he is surrounded by a family of leeches and clout-chasers who are forcing/encouraging him to play make believe and play house with Gigi?

There’s no need these mean queens control the scenes. Lol is he talking about the gay mafia? They’re real, you know. Watch your back, Zayn. He could also be referring to Hollywood elites that run things behind the scenes. This seems to be the second reference he’s made to gays in Hollywood, like in Calamity. He says something like “I’ve seen actors at the BAFTAS be more straight.” Sounds like some internalized homophobia, or a bit of projection going on there. Who’s gonna tell him?

I used to dread growing my beard too long, never felt I belonged but it’s been long like a minute I ain’t looking to no mans for the lyrics to feeling timid I’m telling them who they mimic why healing them like a clinic I’m too swagged they get no women. Alright, sir, chill. This seems to be a major reference to the band days, and how he would be discouraged from growing facial hair because it made him look older than the other boys. And he seems to be bragging about his songwriting ability as compared to other people.

I’m swerving these losers are never learning, my fire’s forever burning. Adding it to my fuel, seems like I’m always focused on never becoming you. This could be a hit at his dad? Or even just at other people in his life whose paths he is reluctant to follow and whose positions he doesn’t seem to respect. Quite derogatory and arrogant language from Zayn in this whole thing.

I’m seeing my new beginnings, watch how this loser’s winning in waters too deep to swim in like combat I see me killing now mortal without a limit, flawless and feeling lawless. This is a cool line. But what are his “new beginnings” I wonder. He seems to be doing all the same shit to me, with a baby added on top.

I’m watching you bitches plummet, no matches now for my cunning. Ngl, that line was kinda hard, yo.

…living near my element riding it like sentinel never lose me to fentanyl, scared when I take Benadryl, keeping it green and general. Kind of dark, but I love the lyricism here. Genius stuff. A sentinel is a soldier btw. Fentanyl is a highly addictive, highly potent drug that is killing a lot of addicts in America right now. It’s being laced in a lot of pills and other substances. Benadryl is allergy medicine that can make you very drowsy. Keeping it green and general means he’s sticking to weed, I believe. So for everyone speculating that he’s doing hard drugs he’s saying stfu hahaha.

Memories make me wonder if they amount to you. I feel like when he mentions memories he is referring to Harry. Idk I just feel that way. Like when he opened Calamity talking about “nostalgia.”

I’m tired of feeling hurt and I’ve tried enough in works. I’m racking up excuses while I’m slacking off at work. Shit-chatting is the usual I’m talking with this clerk. I beg you don’t include me I might write it on my shirt so that every time they see me that they always know it’s worth.

This last stanza seems like it could be about Harry really. Like Zayn is tried of the struggle to contain everything, and tired of being pressured to expose everything at the same time? Idk, just a vague thought I had. The threat to put something on a shirt sounds almost like a metaphor, for exposing something???

I did some fucked shit till they took notice. What is he referring to? Leaving the band? Leaving Islam? What did he do? Or is it referring to something messed up he did behind the scenes that the public is unaware of?

(Music changes @ 4:00)

It’s been a while since I smiled at a milestone. He maybe isn’t finding much joy in his achievements anymore? Why though?

Me against the world. He still feels like an Island. Super alienated. Hmmm…

Overcome all these stunts that I pulled. Ya don’t say.

This life it don’t give you no armor. A lot on this earth that could harm ya. Yes we know, sir.

Do you still believe I’m a fool for ever leaving. Sounds like another band reference.

I’ve had enough of being my own enemy. It’s time I grew up, a long way from 17. Always went against the grain. Struggles in my life. Got some things to say when I stand up on the mic. I ain’t dropping this for fame I need this time like therapy to keep me sane. Music remains his only true therapeutic outlet, and it leads me to believe he does a lot of these rap songs to express himself. Like Calamity or Lucozade. But what strikes me the most is there are so many indications that on some level he suffers from a kind of PTSD from his time in the band (which we already know was quite traumatic for him as far as his mental health and the stress levels and the eating disorder and the general feelings of rejection and alienation.)

Don’t say I can’t communicate when you know I conversate with you in several different ways. And I know you know it’s reverence cause I’m looking at your face. Who is he talking to? Harry?

Can’t justify mistakes. Like every man that made them seems I ain’t the one to blame. Lying to myself only had so much to gain. At least he’s acknowledging that he’s been lying to himself and possibly shifting blame away from himself for his mistakes.

Surround myself with real ones and you feel the plastic melt. He keeps talking about fakery, I would love to see what comes of this mindset. Will he remain in the clutches of the Hadids? Will he return to his family? Since Daniaal posted this, I wonder if it is any indication.

(7:40 Music changes)

Feeling trapped, this industry is a cage. Yeah, we know.

(8:30 Music changes)

(Side note: I love how he references ’93 like he was born in the 60s or something lol)

Seems to be referencing the state of the world and how conflicted he is about speaking out on certain issues. He references facing racism which we know he has, and getting kicked out of school for fighting or “hitting” the kids who called him “Paki” He also references how he was made to believe he was the issue when all along it was the people who were discriminating against him, I believe.

How can I be civil when they got me by the throat. This is so good. He even makes reference to people I believe telling him his skin is “too light” to be discriminated against. And he’s like, ok MF how about you try to take my name up on a flight and see what happens. Which is true. When the band was first starting out, I believe his book references how they would give him trouble, basically racial profiling him at airport security. And it happened more than once I believe.

He goes on to talk about the evils of the music industry and how he’s overcome so much, and how writing has helped him through these things.

(11:30 Music changes)


PAGE TWO: ADDITIONAL LYRICAL ANALYSIS

Published by AD

AD (formerly Zarry Documentaries) from YouTube and Wattpad

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haza
haza
11 months ago

:”)

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TlH
TlH
11 months ago

Ok one more thing. Went back to look at the Hanky code color chart because of the pink beanie. Also Harry is wearing a white and blue striped sailor looking shirt which got me thinking his whole outfit. Dark pink means into tit torture and we know who likes that. Lol and striped blue and white hanky or shirt in this case means interested in salty semen. Sorry if this is too much info for someone. Lol

TlH
TlH
11 months ago

Also the pink beanie means something more than its supposedly Olivia’s friends brand. Hes worn different versions of pink beanies over the last 10 yrs. So has Zayn. Anyone know what this could possibly be a code for?

TlH
TlH
11 months ago

So a new pic of Harry came out and he’s brought back the blue bandana. Not sure if anyone is aware of the hanky code? It’s a color coded system for sexual preferences used by gay men starting in the 70’s. Dark navy means interested in anal sex. Interesting he brought this back after Zayns Yellow metal release.

Jamie
Jamie
11 months ago

Aww Zayn, he knows just how to pull us back in & hit our hearts (can only imagine being H). Thank you for the amazing post AD! I feel like every time we listen we’ll find new lines & meanings. I know its partially his own doing with not promoting but I hope Z soon gets the recognition his talents deserve.

So many heartbreaking lyrics, Im tired of feeling hurt and I’ve tried and nothing works. Truth is you’re my medicine : (

Random thoughts:

I’m glad he addressed the drug rumors

I beg you don’t include me: to H or Gigi? Doesn’t want H to out him or to Gigi, don’t include me in your stupid ass ig posts lol.

I ain’t going with the usual so they looking at me strange, confused, I can feel it all. Im here to make a change – about coming out?

Is the dog the same dog referenced in Outside?

Tired of only hoping – H saying he hopes some days he’s open?

You’re half the person I am – IICF, I’m missing half of me

Trying to ask me questions they know I never answer – H / the band questions blacklisted?

Dealing with the hurt, that they should know they don’t deserve : (

Double crossed – someones actions towards Z but maybe also Harry’s double crosses he wore?

How much do you pay for them to hype you – LOL

Agreed on its ok to be yourself, sit and talking to myself is SO sad. I took it as him telling himself, trying to convince himself its ok to his self : (

Hesi Hu
Hesi Hu
11 months ago

I’ve listened to this song in its entirety twice and the words eat at me. Was this recorded over days or weeks or months? Seems more like a brain dump that was recorded after the Zigi birthday sh*t show. I love the use of background songs to help tell the story. But who is he speaking to? Is it Harry? I swear at times he’s speaking directly to Gigi and the Hadids and his tongue is razor sharp and cuts deep. He’s conflicted and is grappling with some serious issues. Writing and releasing this song seems to be the first move away from the brink. And the silence from all camps is deafening. Harry went silent months ago and it’s not unusual for Zayn to disappear. But Gigi’s silence seems out of place. No pap walks. Uploading old photos that nobody cares about. Isn’t maintaining a constant media presence part of her job? I think something big is coming and I don’t know if that’s good or bad.

Anooka
Anooka
11 months ago

The name of the rap exactly : YELLOW METAL- catharrtic KINGZ with the capital letter is very important imo here’s why: cathartic meaning is release or medecine , so the “mic” or that rap give i’m release like a kind of medecine . The two name are in capital letter so YELLOW METAL imo mean Golden boy and KINGZ we know Zain Malik in arabic mean beautiful king so Zayn Malik obviously. From the rap slang ( can we say that ?) to english
:
The release of the GOLDEN BOY – ZAYN MALIK

The medecine meaning in cathartic is also important with the medecine reference in the song ” The truth is you’re my medecine ” wich is a reference to H’s Medecine ” i messed around with HIM and i’m ok with it ” Z’s answer here “I like the way HE feel, i like the way” . Because it’s the first time he uses male pronouns in one of his song, not a cover where he change it , a song he wrote . He reference a song where H state that he like the taste of man, like you know Beyoncé, his drinking watermelon . It’s a big step imo. So the title could also be read as :

The medecine of the GOLDEN BOY – ZAYN MALIK

It’s a statement: he is H’s golden boy and H his is medecine . He also made somewhere a reference of having a heart of metal ( i can’t find it anymore , please help me ) wich i think he’s saying that he’s guilty for all the pain he give to H . Anyway it’s not just a random title it carries a lot of meaning .

R T
R T
11 months ago

This song just validates so much of what anyone “listening” already guessed at. Zayn is not ok, mentally speaking. He’s so in his head (bc he feels he can’t be open with anyone around him) that it seems like he HAD to get this out to gain a sense of sanity. It’s so frustrating to see Zayn fans so ignorant to his ever-present mental struggle. Their blind adoration for Zigi and Z in general must make Z feel even more isolated. Honestly I hope Zayn watches Zarry accounts and reads these posts, AD, IMO he’d benefit from this website and realize he has people listening and reading between the lines in a non-surface level way that is often presented to the public.

Arguably this song is still super confusing and he speaks in analogies, but I don’t think Zayn sees it that way. For him this was a big step. As you said, AD, I hope Zayn finds a professional ally he can unpack this with.

That being said: For harrys sake I still don’t want them together. Zayn needs to unpack this without H. When you love someone let them go, right? He’s gotta let Harry go and be free to find happiness elsewhere, while Z unpacks the baggage on his own. This song seems to tell us that Zayn understands all of this.

Sarcasm
Sarcasm
11 months ago

When I listened to the rap, I felt I had finally gotten a tiny tiny glimpse of Zayn’s truth through a tiny window. It felt so raw and no lie, it made me sad. It sounded to like he was saying I know I got issues (many many many many issues) but please don’t give up on me and don’t give up on us. I remember thinking (We Are Who We Are When No One is Watching). And then there’s the racism, being controlled and not being in control, the pretending, the sadness, the frustration, the exhaustion, being misunderstood, misery… okay the whole rap hit me harder than I expected ☹️!!! And Thank You A.D for scribing and explaining because some lyrics just flew on top of my head until you explained them👏🏾👏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾!!!! Thank You. X❤️❤️❤️❤️

Lolli
Lolli
11 months ago

Can i just say that once again i am in awe of the artistry that has gone into them sharing their love story with us? Its never surface level with either of them. I know at times this is gut wrenching, heart breaking, haunting, and often anger inducing, but there is such beauty here.

Rang
Rang
11 months ago

I realize that this has been mentioned but I am just stumped…. I literally can’t think of any other reason why Zayn wld name this yellow metal. I mean…. come on!!! This IMO almost feels factual. U know?! I believe in so many more ways than not, he is declaring he is Harry’s golden, like ppl have said before he is yellow or at the least stating the connection to Harry/Zarry. I just can’t. All of Ad’s thoughts of Zayn’s lyrical puzzle, are on point. My heart, doesn’t know what to do anymore. I always support Harry bc I feel he has always put in the work and time. But now it’s hard to just think of Zayn going thru this and has been for a while, with ppl that use the shit out of him. I mean, a video of a baby’s foot and the fans go crazy. That cld be anyone’s baby. Really thou! And then they add his name and it’s a complete melt down for this zigi fans. Sry, I am getting lost again 😬 I haven’t even listened to the whole song bc it hard to listen without hurting with him. I pray he finds a clear mind and power in his choices for his happiness. And I pray that Harry, gets the love he has always had for his sunflower but finally now from his sunflower without doubt or pain.

Dolores C DiGangi
Dolores C DiGangi
11 months ago

Thank God we have A.D. to interpret what Zayn is saying, I certainly would be lost. I just wish Zayn would just get better, tell the Hadids to get lost and just find his way back to Harry. When Zayn was in the band Harry took care of him as much as he could. The only one that truly loves Zayn is Harry, they belong together.

Denise
Denise
11 months ago

Zayn… My heart is broken for you and of course for Harry too .
“You only cry for help if you believe there’s help to cry for”

Harry's zayn
Harry's zayn
11 months ago

Imagine harry calling zayn and saying ‘I love you too’

I swear zayn would’ve started weeping, IMAGINE THEM WEEPING TOGETHER.

Okay, wait, i need to go and sleep, am imagining way too much

Shewantika
Shewantika
11 months ago

Ok I m in love with him again. How to hate this man?? 😭😭😭💛💚💛💚

Idontknowmyname
Idontknowmyname
11 months ago

The whole rap just make my heart break into pieces. I just wanna hug him and tell him they everything will be fine. The sun will rise up. We all do mistakes and go through a lot and you’ll get through this as well. Just focus on your mental health. Because if he’s stable then everything will slowly get better too. I just wish him happiness and hope he’ll get in a better state and move from all the toxicity. 💔💛💚

WWw
WWw
11 months ago

Ooh and as a zarrie I can’t help but everytym he mentioned anything about love my mind races and I can’t help but think this is to H lol……..but untill he makes it clear he is singing to a ‘he’ I want him far far away from H even though my zarry heart can’t take it…..sobs……do I see Z coming out anytym soon ?NO…..I’m sorry but I can’t help seeing his bs …..uugh

WWw
WWw
11 months ago

Personally I think all the “leaking “of songs is a way of maintaining relevance……..I mean the guy doesn’t do any interview or anything…..so they “leak ” hear and there songs through out the year and give fans something to talk about ……. anyways I agree from the lyrics……Z has really huge internal issues……..ik he is hard-headed,short tempered,and has a sharp tongue……..but I hope he seeks and accept help!…..

feva
feva
11 months ago

When I first time listened to Z’s rap I immediately thought of H’s words „spreading you open is the only way of knowing you” as well. Zayn is trying now. But I wonder isnt it too late.
Harry has been very „quiet” lately on social media. I wonder what he is thinking now. Does he give up on Zayn? For his own mental health.

toufitri
toufitri
11 months ago

thank you AD ! it”s very hard to understand what zayn is saying and why he’s saying it without Zarry in the background .. maybe that’s why he’s very much confident to let things out this way .. he already knew a few peopole will get the full picture .. i’m not fan of rap but i’m glad he found a more direct way to express himself .. i don’t know why i get this net impression that he’s reading you lol .. he basecally answered most of the questions we’ve been asking for the last year 😳

FineLine
FineLine
11 months ago

Thanks AD !!!
I’m excited and scared at the same time with these almost 25 minutes of art by Z.
Yellow Metal is Gold. Gold is Golden. Harry’s song is called Golden. Z calls himself Yellow Metal. Conclusion: Z is Golden.
Apart from the Zarry part. I think Z has let his cousin publish the song because he couldn’t do it considering everything he talks about in it. It’s probably Z’s brain and heart open and exposed, no cuts, no fixes, no handling by anyone. Just him. In pure state.
There are parts that make me cry and others of wanting to go hug him.

Kiki
Kiki
11 months ago

Why am I crying?😭😭😭😭😭
A.D this will help u so much in writing Zayn’s perspective in neon red

Abhishek Singhal
Abhishek Singhal
11 months ago

“there’s a piece of you in how I dress. Take it as a compliment”
Zayn is the “yellow metal aka gold”
so it means.. whenever Harry dresses.. he will have something on him that is or gold/yellow always and we have seen this on many occasions.. the Grammy’s.. the jewellery etc..

Petra Brilliant
Petra Brilliant
11 months ago

I’m yellow metal… I’m golden

Author
Author
11 months ago

So excited for the wattpad fic from zayn’s perspective. Thank you for doing this. Cant wait

Staylove
Staylove
11 months ago

Zayn I am proud of you. I know opening up like this couldn’t have been an easy thing for you to do, but you some how found the strength to do it. I pray that you truely find peace and happiness.

Rang
Rang
11 months ago

I can’t. Hearing Zayn speak this way….I hope he finds peace in himself and with himself. I also hope Harry hears what Zayn wrote….I kno Zayn had made his bed, but I can’t help but think their love is too powerful to walk away from this far into it. Knowing that Zayn wrote these words to let shit out, shows me how important Harry being in his life is. He (IMO) abused Harry’s loyal unconditional love. Z took for granted how much Harry dealt with. It made Zayns issues easier to keep hidden, knowing Harry was waiting. But it has gone too long and too far, and maybe Harry has put his foot down. Finally Zayn sees what it really is like to not have Harry and is hopefully really ready to make some moves bc Zarry is worth it. Damn Zayn, my heart breaks for Zarry! 🙏🏼 Get it together, my heart needs this. 🤪 The love they speak of having for each other is unreal, I just wish Z would back it.

idkwhy
idkwhy
11 months ago

It’s so awesome because there is nothing between Z and putting his realness out there. Sharing and being public with it. Having no label nor producer nor layers in between commericalising and filtering him is such a goal. Love that he’s open that it’s is therapy. Thing about being an “in your head person” is you need to get it outside of you to be sane and to move on and you need to dump out without editing in the process. Then it stops being a loop in your brain and a way forward has the chance to emerge. Very grateful someone in his family supporting him to be open because this is Z being open … confusing af but nonetheless so f**king honest and open … Praying for him.

I just wish there was an opportunity to give the relationship a go openly. Say f**k you to all the reasons for why not and just take the risk to show up together for each other being totally themselves.

Perla
Perla
11 months ago

Thank you AD! Did you hear the part where is apparently saying “I like the way HE feels”? It’s in part 14:31, what do you think?

Anooka
Anooka
11 months ago

I heard a clip of the rap on Twitter , around 14: .. ” i love the way Hé Feel, i love the way ” it’s clearly mâle pronouns.

Eloisa
Eloisa
11 months ago

Regarding the line: „Heart lives on your sleeve“ the following came to my mind:

I remember a mysterious snap chat post of Gigi after the first split in June 2016 (https://www.irishmirror.ie/showbiz/celebrity-news/gigi-hadid-professes-love-gushing-8106140?service=responsive). It refers to a card showing a white t-shirt with a red heart on the left arm sleeve – exactly where Harry‘s tatoo is. Furthermore, it displays a so-called „moody Gigi“ photograph where she is holding her fingers like on Harry’s T-Shirt with the fingers (September 2013: https://www.gettyimages.de/detail/nachrichtenfoto/harry-styles-and-nick-grimshaw-attend-the-fashion-east-nachrichtenfoto/180875346), wearing hair and hat like Harry, hiding her face in a similar way as Harry usually did on Twitter (Zayn song text from „Fingers“: … Hiding all your features
Sliding on the filters …)
My theory is that maybe Harry send Zayn a card with a subtle declaration of love which Gigi found out about and she has been lack-mailing him in a wicked way ever since. Mocking him with the black-white photograph where she is playing on parallels of her appearance with Harry‘s features. In a kind of public display as a menace.

Any comments?

Peaches
Peaches
11 months ago

If we’re following patterns – something big is coming, question is what. Anyway, my beautiful fellow Zarries, here’s something to soothe your ears while we wait

Taandem34
Taandem34
11 months ago

Wow that rap is a trip hard to analyze. agree with AD that its several recordings done at different times and at different lucidity and then spliced together – the longer it extends the harder it is to understand. Give cred to those deciphering cause you change a word you change the meaning and its damn exhausting. scared when I take Benadryl keeping it green IN general. he’s dabbling (didnt he write a verse in a song about white lines turning into snakes). And whoever scripting the sh*t hes smoking is doing him no favors. Shitchatting is the usual im talking with this clerk, i beg you dont include me i might write it on my shirt so that every time they see me that they always know I SWERVE. ok dont understand that. Its cold at 3am outside im walking with THE dog thanking god that you don’t talk at all my mind is switching off (lots of posts read.. im walking with YOUR dog thanking god that YOU dont talk at all – hes taking the dog for a walk and glad the dog doesn’t talk – not about a person not speaking to him) IMO he left for the UK right after the cringe birthday PR scam. maybe sh*t hit the fan before he left. hoping he’s with family. with H? i did jump on the bandwagon that z was with h at the brits sorry not sorry. using yellow metal draws me to conclude they are still involved and i hope so because i think H is the only person who truly understands z

Staylove
Staylove
11 months ago

Zayn honey get your feelings sorted right out, make those coins and go grab your man.

Aleesh
Aleesh
11 months ago

Hello AD, so I wanted to share something with you. I know this sounds a little too farfetched, but it’s how I feel. I believe Zayn and Harry are very aware of you, and your channel, and they follow you. I mean, Zarry community has grown bigger because of you, and therefore you are very relevant to both of them. I remember watching your videos from 2019, and you used to be so defensive about Zayn. Now that you are
rightfully calling him out for certain behaviors (and so has lot of zarry shippers), I feel like he wants to explain his side of the story. Therefore, the leak? Also, I find it interesting how Zayn released a 24 min song which gives insight into his life and mind, just as you are trying to write a sequel from his perspective. lol I guess it worked in your favour! Anyway, can’t wait for the sequel. Also, please do carry on with Zarry content. I don’t ship them anymore (I’ve started finding some aspects of their relationship pretty toxic), but I do believe that your channel will help carry the ‘Zarry legacy’ forward. They might be over for good, but we can’t deny the fact that their relationship was tragic but heartbreakingly real (and beautiful) at some point. Someday ‘Zarry’ is going to get revealed to the world, and when that happens, everyone will turn to your channel to seek evidence, including the delusional Larries! (which will be priceless, and I can’t wait for that day). Okay, I’ll stop here. Byee and take care!

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